Dilemma

Nelly feat Kelly Rowland -Dilemma

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I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. neeeeed you - but

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, know you know I'm crazy over you
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, y'know I'm crazy over you

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And uhh, she got the hots for me the finest thing my hood done seen
But oh no, oh no, she gotta a man
and a son, doh'ohhh, but that's okay
Cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin
And in no time.. (no time) I..
I plan to make this wah-one mi-i-ne.. and that's for sure
Cause I, I never been the type to, break up a happy home
But uh, there's somethin bout baby girl I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be? She said
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I see a lot and you look and I never say a word
I know how niggaz start actin trippin out here about they girls
And there's no way-ayy-hey, Nelly gon' fight over
no day-hey-ame.. as you can see
But I, I like your steez, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his 2-seater
Now that's gangstah-ah-ahhh..
And I got special ways to thank yah-ah-ahhh.. don't you forget it
But uh, it ain't that easy for you to pack and leave him
But uh, you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turn to leave, she said

[Chorus]

[Nelly] Sing it for me K

[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. (c'mon girl)
And it's more than you'll.. ever know
But.. it's fo'sho
You can always count on my love
Foreveeeeer more, yeahh-yeahh..

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkom right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)





Lots of Love, Mia

Missing Daddy~~~~

I'm missing my Daddy... Sooooooo much.... I've been thinking...what a wonderful life and memories I've ever had during his life few back years... It would be a great moments..if he's here with me right now.... The feelings that I've right now was comparable with other feelings... The love, passion, happy, excited, amazing, interesting, enjoyable time that i have today.....it wasn't the same as my feelings back then... I miss our time that we spend together.. I miss his laughter.. I miss his passion with me. I miss his smile... I miss his scold.. I miss his cook.. I miss his voice shouting during watching his favorite football team... I miss when he always plays the songs and musics that we both love.... I miss watching movies with him since we both love the same genre. I miss everything about him... 

Even though, I still got my uncles that always supports me and treat me as their daughter....love me like the way my Daddy loves me...but still...it comparable..it's not the same.... I do and always love them - my uncles - but I love my Daddy more... I felt jealous seeing my frenz talking with their father...hugging their father where I can't do it now and forever... Felt jealous when their father came and visits them here.... That's the things that I can't and never would be able to get and do it now and in the future.. 

I REALLY MISSING YOU DADDY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Muah for you Daddy... I 'll pray for your happiness up there...

Lots of Love, Mia

Should I search for it????

Should I search one for me???? The one's who's crazier than me?? hahhaha... Maybe he'll made my day become craziest and exciting everyday...every time...everywhere..  and ANNOYING...kahkahkahkah



Lots of Love, Mia

Wani Feat. Juzzthin - Lepaskan (Official Music Video)

Lots of Love, Mia

Cinta Bukan Milik Kita

Assalamualaikum frenz...and also haiii.... just a short entry this time..before this x sempat nk update blog....sbb bnyk sgt assignments...dgn test lg...masalah yg biasa dihadapi oleh student di mana2 pon...okay...lets write something pop-up in my mind...

Manusia....x pernah lari dari msalah...xpernah lari dri kesilapan.. Kdg2 manusia perlu belajar dri kesilapan utk memperbetulkan diri sendiri..agar kesalahan yg sama xkan berulang lagi di masa hadapan..

Percintaan.....

Termasuk dlm permasalahan yg dihadapi manusia...msalah yg xkan pernah terhenti mcm tu saja...

Cinta ni kdg2 mcm telenovela...terlampau banyak episodnya...smpai kdg2 tu x terlayan episod....

Walaupun dh bertahun2 berkawan atau dlm erti kata teenagers skrg ni 'COUPLE'...kdg2 even ada timbul misunderstanding sikit pon...relationship tu akan putus mcm tu aja... Dari situ kita bleh nmpak...either partner kita ni dh matang ke blom...percaya kita ke x....steady ke x....cool ke x....tolerate ke x....understanding kita ke x....smua tu kita bleh nmpk bila timbul mslah dlm relationship kita...even sblum ni...kita xpernah ada mslh...tp bila tiba2 ada mslh..dri situ kita bleh nmpk...from the way he/she handle the problems... TAPI..... we all know that... KUN FAYA KUN.... Klaw Allah dh tentukan jodoh kita dgn dia....timbul mslh mcm mna pon...dia tetap stay dgn kita...tpi...klaw Allah dh tentukan dia BUKAN MILIK KITA.... even kita dh sehabis daya berusaha utk pertahankan pon...tetap x jd apa2...akan jd lg sedih bila partner kita lebih disayangi oleh ALLAH...msa tu jangan meratapi dia...redha lah dgn ketentuan Allah.. ingntlah sebab apa dia pergi...

Ada sesetengah pasangan yg curang dgn partner msing2.. 
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Nasihat Mia????
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Biarlah .....klaw btol dia sayang kita...dia xkn buat kita mcm tu...

Klaw anda lelaki...ingatlah mcm mna susahnya anda dulu nk dptkan si dia....

Klaw anda wanita.....ingtlah mcm mna dia bersusah payah, berkorban masa, tenaga, wang ringgit utk anda selama ni.. 

Tapi...klau korg dh berusaha sehabis daya utk memperbaiki hubungan korg..but...at last...no positive effect.... redha je lah dan terima dgn hati yg terbuka....

Sebab APA???????

Sebab Allah dah tentukan CINTA BUKAN MILIK KITA....



 Lets listen and watch this music video... Hope u guys enjoy it...

CINTA BUKAN MILIK KITA - by KHAI BAHAR ft. HARICK AZHAR


Ku merasakan,  
Ini tak seperti dulu,  
Ku membayangkan,   
Bila kau bersama dia, 


hoooooooohhhhh~~~~~~~
 
Perasaan amat menyakitkan,  
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kau rasakan,  
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,   
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,   
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita. 

hoooooohhhhhhhhooohhhhh~~~`

Ku membayangkan,  
Bila engkau bersama dia, 
 
hoooooohhhhhoohhhhh~~~~~

Perasaan amat menyakitkan,   
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kau rasakan,  
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,  
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,   
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita. 
 
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kurasakan,   
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,   
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,  
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita.  
Cinta bukan milik kita.


Lots of Love, Mia

Complicated feelings....

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply mean that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up. It means accepting that some things weren't meant to be. I pray to Allah..wishing you will always happy with that person. May Allah let that person be your light when darkness fall over her.



Hoping that we would be strong enough to face obstacles in the future.
Aminnnnn..... 


Lots of Love, Mia

FYP's WAITING

Askm..and hai everyone...today I wanna story morry about what had happened for these past few days.. last week was a hectic week for me...woke up around 6 am and slept around 12 in the midnight..sometime..it dragged to 2 am... My class started at 8 am and end up around 5 pm...and then after that I'll be continued with my FYP works and stuff like that...I don't how to describe the word and feeling...just for those who suffered that...can feel those kinds of feeling..sometimes..I felt like I just wanna quit from doing all these stuff...but...when I think back...its just a waste if I just quit...for this past many years...for where i'm standing right now...for many challenges and obstacles that I've gone through... All I need to do now..is just be patient for just a little longer until I graduate..and then..I would say bye bye to all those things... For many years, I've been apart from my mother...and after this degree..maybe I would go back nearer to my mother...maybe I would further study in Penang or somewhere near to her...MAYYBEE...I hope so...

Ohh...last but not least...this year Raya Haji...I celebrated it in Terengganu...far away from home, my mother and families...It's kind of sad..but..luckily I got friends in Terengganu...they cheared me up...and make me felt comfortable.... All of my friends were asking me why I didn't going back to hometown....I just answered them that I just felt like I wanna celebrated it in Terengganu.... futhermore...i got so many things to do...and FYP works stuff pending... Whatever it is....this was the 2nd time I celebrated Raya Haji far away from families and home....


Moreover...this was the new experience and feeling...celebrated it with other than my families....

Its okay..... XOXO



Lots of Love, Mia

NEW SPIRIT FOR NEW SEMESTER

Askm...haiiiiii (*sambil lmbaikan tangn).... okay..entry kali ni Mia xda apa sgt yg nk di-story-kan...just nk ckp yg hari ahad ni Mia dh start kelas utk Sem 5 as FINAL YEAR STUDENT (*2nd last step before graduating as Marine Science Student)... okayyy...new sem ni alhamdulillah laa...jadual kuliah and lab work mira x pack sgt...tp...apa2 pon...dlm wktu yg lapang2 mcm tu...time xda kelas...Mia kena siapkan FYP lab work and analysis Mia.... Insya'allah....dgn izin Allah...klaw Mia mula awal...habiskan awal..bleh laa Mia start utk thesis writing awal...Insya'allah....tp..apa2 pon..utk sem baru ni...Mia nk buat all out....I wanna put so much effort on my study...sbb dh final year kan...soooo...xkan laa nk main2 lg kan...kena serius sikit laa....hurmmm..apa lg erk nk tlis ni....hurmmm...oh...1 more thing...now I'm feeling so happy b'coz I get to gather up with my housemates after a longggggg holidayy...huhuhuuu.....missed their jokes and many more....okayy....I need to switch off the light now..b'coz I wanna sleep... hahahahahahhaha.....can't sleep early yet b'coz already get used to it during the holidays...wuuaarrgghhhhhh....okayyyy...lets off to bed now... XOXO

Lots of Love, Mia

Tanda-tanda Orang Cintakan Kita Sepenuh Hati

Askm...today I wanna share something that I read, observed and experienced...Lets check it out.... 1.... 2.... 3..... Go!!!!

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1. Dia akan sentiasa fokus mendengar apa yang kita ingin luahkan atau sampaikan kepada dia.
2. Dia suka pandang tepat ke arah mata kita dan tersenyum apabila kita berbual dengannya.
3. Dia suka melayan apa juga yang kita lakukan walaupun kita tahu dia bukannya minat pun.
4. Dia akan cuba untuk sukakan atau meminati benda atau perkara yang kita suka lakukan. 
5. Anda akan dapat melihat perubahan sikap dan layanannya terhadap anda dan juga kawan-kawannya dimana dia akan lebih melebihkan anda tetapi pada masa yang sama dia juga tidak mengabaikan rakannya. Cuma perhatiannya adalah lebih kepada anda.
6. Dia akan sentiasa untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk anda.
7. Dia akan cemburu apabila melihat anda rapat dengan lelaki/wanita lain yang tidak dikenalinya.
8. Dia akan sentiasa berterus-terang dengan kita tentang apa-apa perkara.
9. Dia akan selalu mencari alasan untuk berjumpa dengan kita walaupun cuma ingin memulangkan semula Pen kita yang digunakannya dulu.
10. Dia akan selalu mengajak anda keluar berjalan-jalan jika anda mempunyi masa lapang.
11. Dia akan sentiasa bertanya khabar dan sentiasa call/text anda dari semasa ke semasa walaupun kadang-kadang anda tidak sempat untuk membalasnya.
12. Dia tahu apa yang kita minat dan suka lakukan walaupun kita tidak pernah memberitahunya akan hal tersebut. Emm, Stalker?
13. Kalau kita sakit, dia akan rasa susah hati dan sering bertanya akan keadaan kita seperti dah pergi klinik, dah makan ubat, rehatlah dan sebagainya.
14. Dia tidak akan menilai kita dari masa silam kita, tetapi dia akan menilai kita seadanya seperti pada masa sekarang.
15. Dia tidak akan memaksa kita untuk memberitahu rahsia kita kepadanya, tetapi dia bersedia untuk menjadi pendengar yang setia jika kita ingin meluahkan apa yang kita rasa atau masalah kita.
16. Dia akan melayan kawan-kawan kita dengan baik dan menghormati mereka.
17. Dia akan menegur kita dengan baik jika kita ada melakukan sesuatu yang tidak elok pada pandangan matanya.
18. Dia suka menghabiskan masa terluangnya dengan kita dan juga mengorbankan masa lapangnya semata-mata untuk kita.
19. Dia sentiasa sabar dengan apa jua yang kita lakukan serta apapun gurauan yang kita lakukan terhadapnya.
20. Anda akan dapat merasai sendiri bahawa si dia betul-betul sayangkan anda walaupun dia tidak meluahkannya.

***Just for your reminder...bkn smua cntoh2 yg tersenarai kat atas ni 100% correct...there could be many other signs showed that he/she really love/like you...
*****Senarai cntoh2 kat atas ni adalah berdasarkan apa yg Mia baca and Mia fikirkan btol..based on experiences and apa yg Mia tngok bila my friends always story about their boyfriend/girlfriend to me.... Some of them expressed their feelings, love. through their words...but some of them expressed it through their actions (I can say...many of them.. ) I guess it so... right???? well...I admit that...I'm that type of person who very experts in love...b'coz I don't have one (for this time being)....why???? b'coz I'm not interested in love or whatever they called yet...I just thought that it wasn't time yet to get involved in all those things that related to 'HEART PROBLEMS'...
****for those who read these entry..tq for reading it and I really appreciate it...sorry if there're mistakes in this entry...sorry again...




**TQ FOR READING MY BORRRRIINNGGGGGG ENTRY.....SORRYY...

Lots of Love, Mia

Happy

Askm..and hye again...we meet again after a few hours from my previous updates....well...what I'm gonna write right now is...I wanna say Alhamdulillah and thank God for your blessings and 'rezeki' that He had gave me.... Thank you for the results for my previous semester examinations.... I've got flying colors in my results...even though the results were not that perfect and excellent...but.. I still manage to get what I've aimed...well..still a lot can be improve...next semester...I wanna try hard and be smart through the study methods...I believe that I can do better than this...I need to manage my time smartly between studies, my final year project, my leisure time, my sleeping habits, my eating habits...and so on... I know I can do it.. As fr as I can say right now was I'm happy with my results...I'll do better next time... Just 1 more year left before I graduated as BSc ( Marine Science ) students...

**Alhamdulillah.... Tq so muchhhhhhh...muahhhhhh

Lots of Love, Mia

Into The New World

Askm.....today's already 27th August 2015....few more days left for me to start my new semester as a final year student in Bachelor of Science (Marine Science)..... Time ticking really fast than I expected..well....its kind a new days for me...everyday is a new day that we must go through in our life.... During those ticking times, I learnt so much about life....I've been through some kinds of hardship(in my family...*some big problems might be..)...but....yeahhh...we manage to overcome those kinds of obstacles.... when those things happened, I've been thinking that it was quite hard to live in 'THAT WORLD'...we need to be strong enough....need to be patience enough...need to be motivated enough...need to fight enough..(*not that physical fighting..but mentally..) So, yeahh....those incidence had kept me a reminder that,,,whatever the things that we wanna do or ever been thinking....please think about your families....yourself...other people... B'coz...anything that you wanna do might be affecting other people around you...especially...your love ones...Please...always think before doing anything.... Why??????? B'coz that's the best policy...to keep ourselves live in peace and harmony....


**This updates does not link with anybody.....just from my observations and experiments....
***EXPERIMENTS??????? (Yeahh...IDK what kind of experiments..but..it does look like some kind of experiment to me..)

Okayyyy....Good night... Sleep tight....and..... XOXO

Frenz Mia

HURT - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you..........





Frenz Mia

Open Water Diver - SCUBA DIVING LISCENCE

Assalamualaikum.... haiiiiii....kat sini Mia xda bnda bnyk pon nk story actually...instead of Mia nk upload gmbar2 Mia and my friends sepanjang aktiviti2 we olls demi utk mempunyai sekeping SCUBA DIVING LISCENCE as an Open Water Diver.... Mcm2 yg kitorg lalui dan cabaran yg kitorg berjaya atasi demi utk 'IMPIAN' kami bersama... Okayyy...nothing more to story about..so...just watch and enjoy it.... Don't forget to HAVE FUN in your life... Life is meaningless without FUN!!!!!

**If u see or meet me anywhere, PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME why my skin was tanned...okayy...it's sensitive issues......
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ARE U READY??????????
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Okayyy......
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Lets meet Mia and my lovely,dearest,sporting,gorgeous,crazy,beautiful friends...
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Here we GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Lets start it and enjoy the view....
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Have fun....
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Frenz Mia

END OF THE STORY.... XOXO...