Am i nobody to you?

I know my place.. So..just do what you're doing right now.. I am nobody..compared to the person who u like the most.. Before this, u're close to me..but now... it seem like u're closer to that person more than me... U relying more to that person...u didn't see me since that... So.. It's okay... I know my PLACE.... That person IS & FOREVER the apple of your eyes....your hunny bunch... Your shoulder to cry on... Your perfect listener to all your problems... Your everything... Tq for once and for all what u've done for me... May u get the happiness that u really want... Tq so much...

"Just because i'm not crying, doesn't mean that i'm not sad...."
"Just because how i smiling, doesn't mean that i'm happy...."

#JustKeepSmiling😊

Strangers?

When people keep away some secrets from me..i felt like a stranger towards them... By then, i knew where do i stand.... I ain't nobody to them..

Quotes of the day

Finding love is like finding shoes. People go after the good looking ones, but they end up choosing the one they feel comfortable with.

PENDAM.... Terlalu lama.. Sehingga skrg..

Hari ni....waktu ni..tika ini... Aku rasa mcm nk pecah jantung aku ni.. Aku rsa penat sgt... Penat dgn perangai manusia yg talam dua muka...lidah bercabang...dpn ckp lain..blkg ckp lain..dkt A dia ckp lain..dkt B dia ckp lain.. Penat dgn manusia yg suka memecah belahkan hubungan sesama ahli keluarga.. Allahuakhbar... Kdg2 rsa mcm x diundang pon ada dlm keluarga ni... Sbb apa? Adakah sbb kami xsetaraf? Atau sbb kami dh xda pelindung kami? Adakah dgn pemergian arwah menyebabkan kami dh hilang hak sbgai keluarga? Kami ni org luar ka?? Kenapa setiap bnda ada ja yg xkena? Kenapa perlunya mengungkit hal2 lama? Perkara kecil pon nk dijadikan besar.. Sibuk dok tnya, kenapa x bgtau pasal hal tu... Xkan laa aku nk canang dkt smua org apa yg org kata kat aku.. Mslh aku dgn hamba Allah ni..bkn dgn org lain... Perlu ka sampai nk libatkan org lain? Crita sini habis sini je laa...settle.. Xpayah libatkan org lain even family sndri pon.. Dah dewasa kan? So, please... Act like one... Stop being childish... Crita tu dh lama dh...kenapa perlu nk ungkit semula.. Klau arwah kat dlm kubur tu bleh dgr..menangis arwah bila tgk keadaan mcm ni.. Aku xpernah buang sesiapa pon... Teruk mcm mna pon aku kena..sakit hati mcm mna pon..terguris hati seteruk apa pon.. Korang tetap family aku... Darah daging aku sendiri.. Xkan la aku tergamak nk buang @ pinggirkan family aku sendiri.. Sedih laa bila memikirkan hal2 mcm ni terjadi dlm family sndri.. Selalu tgk dlm drama je.. Skrg dh tgk dpn mata.. Kadang2 jelez tgk family org kat luar sana yg rapat antara satu sama lain...msalah kecil2 trus settle cpt2 supaya xmerebak jd masalah besar... Jelez tu mmg ada... Tp nk buat mcm kan...rambut sama hitam, hati lain2... Kita xbleh nk paksa org terima kita mcm mna kita terima org..

Wallahualam... Allahuakhbar.. Astarghfirullahal'azim...

Pelakon Cinta & Mr. P

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Apa khabar uollss?? Semoga sihat2 belaka hendaknya yeee.... Tujuan post kali ni xda apa pon sbnrnya...just nk #throwback msa zaman2 sek dlu...zaman2 cinta monyet, cinta lompat si katak lompat, cinta copy paste, cinta sms, cinta asal boleh, cinta main2, cinta 'express', cinta bolayan, cinta 'terima je lah', cinta 'malas nk dengar dia bising' dan sebagainya... Bila teringat smula apa yg aq buat dulu tu..rasa mcm buang masa pon ada, rasa mcm org bodoh pon ada, rasa kelakar, rasa mcm 'haishh..kenapa laa aq buat mcm tu dulu?'. Zaman2 jahiliah dulu..biasa la kan..main tukar2 no fon...bls2 mesej... Hujung2 minggu...on call smpai habis topup.. Tp aq xda laa on call (2x) bagai ni..biasa laa...kedeeekutttt topup...aq biasa sms je laa... Mls nk sembang sbnrnya...tu pon brapa kerat je yg aq reply...dh mmg kedekutt kann..nk buat cemana.... Smpaikan 'kawan2' aq ni merelakan diri p topupkan...sbb diorg tau aq ni kedekut kreditt...so..nk xnk..kna laa reply bnyk2 smpai kreditt yg diorg bg tu hbs... Bila hbs kredit diorg tu mknanya hbs laa sms...walaupon kredit yg aq topup sndri tu ada bnyk lg.... Dh nama pon haji bakhil kan..mmg xlaa aq nk korbankan duit aq semata2 utk bnda yg x penting... Annnddddd....korang jgn nk suka suki..memandai2 ckp aq ni kaki kikis ke, pisau cukur ke, materialistik ke, mata duitan ke, ape ke....jangan ehh.. JANGAN!! Aq xmintak dgn diorg okayyy....X MINTAK! ...

Okayy...knapa kat sini aq tulis 'KAWAN2'... 'DIORANG'.... Msti korg pikir aq ni 'playstationn' kannn...ramai sgt kawannya... Takkk...bkn sbb aq playdohh kan diorg tu..takkk... Step by step laa... One by one... Maklumlah..dulu kan kejenya nk main jaa..xpernah sirius black pon...and aq admit yg zaman2 cinta katak dulu tu...aq xda yg serious pon... Sbb tu laa...lepas clash ngn org ni...bond dgn org lain plak...tp semuanya aq xpernah take it serious pon..yelaa..msa tu kan bdk2 hingusan lg...zaman bdk2 baru nk up laa katakan... Ada tu ada laa...klau xda, xda laa... Tp prinsip aq sng je... Selagi xterikat, so kau xda hak nk kongkong hidup org tu, social life dia...itu hak dia nk berkawan dgn siapa pon...kau xda hak sbb kau bknnya wife or wife-to-be and husband or husband-to-be dia...dia still ada parents yg support life dia..yg xkisah ank diorg nk kwn dgn siapa pon... So..apa hak kau nk halang dia dari berkawan dgn org yg dia nk kwn?...kannn...think rational laaa... That's why laa dulu aq ramai 'kawan'..sbb there're no reason for me to stop them from being friends with who ever they want... Plus...aq dulu xda perasaan cemburu pon sbb aq rasa aq xda hak nk cemburu2 bagai ni...cause he's not 'the one'... That's why..klau diorg 'kawan' dgn aq and at the same time diorg rapat dgn org lain jgak..aq mntak clash je sbb aq mls nk dgr aduan org ramai pasal tu... Bila wartawan2 melodi xberbayar mula buat liputan pasal.. 'Ehh...BF hang kawan dgn bdk tu kaa?' 'Ehh...hang xmarah ka depa tu rapat?' 'Ehh..sapa kapel dgn sapa dulu ni? Hang dulu kaa bdk tu dulu?' Haaaa....liputan2 mcm ni laa yg aq xsuka and rimas nk layan... So the best way..aq mintak je clash... Biaq pi lahhh...lepas tu depa nk kapel kaa..kawinn kaaa....nk main polis entri kaa...tu depa punya sukaa laaa... Asalkan...xkacau n susahkan aq dgn masalah2 depa tu sudahh... Rsa aman dunia sekejap....hahaha... And the most important thing yg aq selalu elakkan adalah bersahabat dgn BF org... Haishhhh...tak siorr temann... Sbb aq mls nk tonton adegan perang Korea Utara dgn Korea Selatan...bila GF diorg tu dtg tnya aq mcm nk cari gadoh... Haishhhh...so typicallll.... So jalan terbaik...xpayah layan...buat dunno jaahhh...

Aq teringat ada satu scene ni..msa form 1 tu..ada laa sorg mamat ni...msa tu dh hjung tahun dh pon..so, typical bdk lelaki adalah diorg akan tawaf satu sekolah tu secara berjemaah...and it happened that ada la satu minggu tu...kwn kelas aq ckp yg ada senior nk berkenalan...so aq tnya laa sapa... So kwn aq pun ckp laaa sapaa... Aq pon ada laa perasan jgak ada geng2 senior yg slalu passed by kelas kitorg tu..tp aq xpernah amik port pon sapa..sbb mmg ramai gila kot yg slalu lalu lalang kat situ... Lgpon...aq kan jenis malas nk layan spesis2 tikus ni dgn spesis robot yg slalu dok hai2 kan org...huhh..mcm dh hbs perkataan lain nk sebut agaknya... Smpaikan bdk2 klas lain ckp aq sombong....padahal diorg xtahu..dlm klas laa aq paling bising, paling suka kacau org, suka kacau cikgu...smpaikan ckgu yg paling garang, yg org lain paling takot pon..aq bleh buat main2 ngn ckgu tu..hahaha... Okay...back to the story... Bila kwn aq dh bgtau sapa senior tu...aq pon start la monitor...yg mna satu org nya...sbb aq xknal pon... So.. Dipendekkan cerita...tibalah waktu dan ketikanya...minggu tu minggu EYE/PAT...Pipiriksaan Ayirr Tahunnn... And mmg dh jd habits aq..bila time exam..aq mmg ska dduk blkang skali n tepi pintu... Sbbnya...bila aq siap awal, n aq tido, so aq xkn ganggu org lain... Ckgu klas aq pon dh tau dh mmg aq slalu mcm tu... Dan disbbkan aq msa tu boleh dikatakan top scorer jgak laa kann ..so, ckgu pon layankan aje lahhh permintaan aq yg pelik2 ni... So..sampailah ada satu hari tu...sblm nk start next exam... memandangkan seat aq kat blkg..so, aq slalu jgak laa borak dgn bdk klas sebelah yg seat kat pntu depan klas dia tu...so, borak pnya borak..ada laa aq terperasan dgn 1 senior gang ni...diorg lepak dkt hujung balkoni dkt klas sblah tu..and aq ada terperasan dgn sorg senior ni..dia pandang je aq...mcm aq ni curi breakfast dia pagi tadi je... Aq pon buat je la xtau kan..dh mmg xkenal kot..so buat apa nk layan kan... Then, lepas habis borak ngn partner klas sebelah tu..aq pon pusing laa dkt seat aq balik.. Pastu aq letak laa kepala atas meja, konon2 nya nk nap kejap laa..sblm start next paper tu... Baru je aq letak kpala...aq rsa mcm ada org berdiri kat sebelah aq.. So, aq angkat laa kepala..ingtkan kwn klas sebelah dtg kacau...rupanya...senior yg aq nmpak td tu...aq pon mls nk layan sbb dia dh curi nap time aq msa tu..aq pon pusing laa arah lain and nk bngun blah dri seat tu... Xsempat aq nk bngun, dia hentak meja aq tu..dgn beg dia yg kosong xda buku tuu... Aq pon apa lg..terkejut biawak laaa... Ingtkan mende laa yg jatuh... Then, aq pusing kpala tngok dia kejap sbb aq rasa nk pancung kepala dia msa tu...dh laa curi msa quality time aq..pastu nk hentak2 meja org plak...ingt meja tu xda perasaan ke apa...lepas tu...bila aq pikir balik... Buat apa nk marah2 bazirkan tenaga dgn mamat tu...buang masa je... So, aq pon amik keputusan utk bngun n blah je dari situ..and aq g lepak kat tmpat kwn aq...gossip lg best... Aq biar je mamat tu kat situ... Lpas tu dia blah laa..sbb xda org layan dia...lpas dia blah..aq pon balik kat seat aq...and aq buat apa yg tertunda td tu... Nap time... Hahahaha...

Tapi..kusangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengahari... Aq ingt lpas incident tu..dia xkacau aq dh... Tp dia makin berani utk semakkan kepala aq & merosakkan pemandangan aq... Dia lalu lalang dkt dpn klas aq tu...boleh dikatakan hari2 laa... Bila exam dh hbs..mknanya aq akan kembali semula ke position sebenar meja aq dlm klas..iaitu tepi tingkap... Bila dh dduk tepi tingkap tu, dugaan dia lg mcm2 laa...mamat tu pon lg seronok la kan...sng nk kacau aq... Sbb aq xbleh nk lari since dpn,blkg and tepi aq ada meja... X bebas nk bergerak laju2... So, one day that boy dtg dkt tepi tingkap tu...since msa tu xda ckgu dlm klas, so, i'm quite busy that day sbb aq kna siapkan task yg ckgu bg tu...so, aq mmg xpndang kiri kanan dh msa tu...aq kira nk siapkan cpt2 sbb aq nk hntar kerja tu siap2, mls nk bwa balik kerja tu dkt rmh.. At that time, aq ada laa rasa mcm ada org kat sblh aq ni, tp aq buat xtau je..sbb kwn2 klas sblh mmg terlebih rajin dok usik aq bg aq terkejut..bila tiba2 muncul kat tingkap... So aq biarkan je la... Tp aq rsa pelik bila tiba2 ada org tnya "Busy ke? Rajinnya buat kerja walaupon exam dh hbs." Sambil aq dok buat kerja tu, aq terpikir la jgak, ni org lain ni..bkn kwn2 toyol aq klas sblh..sbb diorg ni klau aq tngah buat kerja, diorg akan curi pen, pembaris, pencil, segala mak nenek laa brg2 aq yg ada atas meja tu.. Tp yg ni dia tegur je... Msti org lain ni... Aq pon terdetik laa nk toleh tengok sapa dia... Bila aq toleh, tengok2 senior tu yg tercongok punya lama kat tepi tingkap tu...

Aq pon tnya laa dia.. 'Nak apa?'. Then dia jwb.. 'Nak no fon.'.. Aq ckp laa.. 'Nope.' Pastu dia ckp, klau xbg..dia akn tnggu kat tingkap tu smpai aq bagi... Dia ingat aq kisah ke, dia nk tnggu sgt kann...haaa.. tnggu laa kat situ... Aq pindah p tmpat kwn aq, and smbung buat kerja aq... Aq biarkan dia tnggu kat situ sorang2...xda masa aq nk layan... Lepas tu, kwn aq dtg kat aq, dia tnya 'knapa biar dia tnggu kat situ?'..

'Dh dia yg nk tnggu, bkn aq yg suruh pon.'

'Dia nk apa?'.

'Dia nk no fon.'

'Knapa xbagi?'

'Xsuka!'

'Knapa xckp elok2 ngn dia?'

'Malas nk layan buaya tembaga mcm tu..klau hang nk layan dia, pi la layan dia..tp jgn sesekali bagi no fon aq kat mamat tu ehh...aq xsuka dia tu..'

So,kwn aq pon p la borak dgn mamat tu... Entah apa yg diorg borak, aq pon xtau.. Lpas siap je kerja aq tu, aq pon kluar laa kelas..nk g bilik guru, nk hntar task tu.. Elok aq kluar je dri kelas, aq nmpak mamat tu ada lg kat balkoni yg diorg suka lepak tu... Pastu aq dgr dia pnggil2 nama aq, tp aq buat xtau je.. Aq jln cepat2 and terus masok bilik guru... Then, aq tnya laa kwn aq, 'Hang sembang apa ngn dia?'

'Takdak apa pa pon...saja sembang ngn dia..'

'Ooohhhhhh.... Ok..'

'Tapi td dia mntak no fon hang, so aq bagi laa kat dia..'

'Whatttttt...' dlm aq dok pesan tuu..dia buat jugakk..

'Tapi bkn no hang yg betul laa..aq bg no fon aq,tapi aq ckp tu no hang...'

'Haaaa....takpaa laaa...hang mesej laa ngn dia tuu..jgn smpai kantoi sudahh..'

'Okayy..hang jgn risau laa...rahsia hang selamat dgn aq...'

'Hmmmm...'

Hari2 seterusnya, kwn aq pon berbalas2 mesej laa dgn dia..pastu kwn aq akan update dkt aq smua apa yg diorg sembang... Aq pon dengar je laa... Smpai laa satu hari tu..tiba2 kwn aq call aq...

'Weyhh...'

'Hmmmm...'

'Dia mintak couple..sooo..'

'So???'

'Hang jgn marah tau..'

'Kenapa? Hang balas apa?'

'Aq ckp laa okayy...'

'Hmmmmm..okayy..'

'Takpa kaa weyhh? Hang marah ka?'

'Nk marah buat apa...benda dh jadi kan...go with the flow je laa..'

'Serious?'

'Hmmmm...nnt kantoi laa klau tiba2 hang ckp xjadi pulakkk..'

'Okayyy...'

'Hmmm...'

Jadi itu lahh kisahnya dimana aq 'TERCOUPLE' dgn mamat tuu... Sepanjang masa 'COUPLE' tuu..aq xda feeling pon kat dia..sbb aq mmg dh tau dia tu playboy.. Lgpon...bkn aq yg selalu text dgn dia tuu.. So, no heart feeling at all... Tapi tu lahh... Aq dgn dia xlama pon...awal tahun form 2, aq mntak clash sbb dlm msa yg sama dia couple ngn org lain,bdk form 1..smpaikan bdk tu dtg serang2 aq ckp aq rampas BF dia... Ehhhh..xkuasa laahhh.. So jln terbaikk...aq mntak clash je lahh..settle masalah aq..xpayah semak2 kpala pikir.. Tapi tu lahh..kadang2 rasa bersalah tu ada laa jugakk.... Bila kita menipu orang ni...hati jd xtenang woooo...

Okaylahhhh...tu lah kisah aq yg mcm2 perangai manusia ada.... Setakat tu je kot, aq crita pasal Love Story ni.. Ni pon dh panjang mcm nk buat novel...hahaha... Okayyy ..bye bye..

The Stories of My Flight Trip

My Flight Trips With Ma Frenz

On this date, 10 January 2014....My first flight with my friends... Marni Zaini & Izzati Sobri... Kitorg pnya excited tu..xtaw nk ckp mcm mna..  Seronok, gabra, risau, takut smua ada laa..package... Hahahah...

My 2nd flight trip, fly sorg2.... Haaa...trip yg ni xda laa mcm first trip tu...tp msa ni mmg always prepared & alert laa....sbb apa? Sbb takod kena tinggal dgn abg pilot kita laa... Sbb apa nk kna tinggal? Haaa sbb msa tu aq sibuk dok merayau & mereput dlm KLIA tu sorg2...hahah...ok xkelakar... Alhamdulillah smuanya smooth & steady jaa...walauponnnn dlm hati msa tu dok kata, "Bila laaa mamat ni nk blah? bila dia nk berhenti bercakap? Aq nk kna gerak ke boarding gate dh ni...nnt xpasal2 aq jd lipas kudung plak..dok buat acara marathon dlm airport..." Haaaa...ni bkn bajet2 aq berangan mcm dlm novel ehh..ini betol2 pnya kejadian... Mcm mna aq bleh 'TERlayan' mamat tu? Haa..mcm ni crita dia...

Aq ni mcm biasa laa..smntara tngah transit ni..aktiviti wajib aq adalah MAKAN...hahaha... Tngah aq dok ralit makan smbil berangan sikit2 tu, haa time ni laa muncullah mamat bnyk ckp tu...dia tegur aq "Cik,boleh kita kongsi meja x? Sbb meja yg lain dh penuh" Aq pon toleh sekeliling, mmg penuh pon.. Aq pon nasib baik jaa dpt meja sbb msa aq msok tu xda org pon..bnyk je meja kosong.. Lpas aq dduk tu, baru laa org menderu2 masok... Pembawa rezeki kot aq ni kan...
hahahaha... So mamat ni pon dduk laa, sbb aq dh xda pilihan kan...xbg kang kesian plak, nnt dia ckp aq x berperikemanusiaan plak...so aq pon ckp "OKAY". Then, aq ni mcm biasa lah, aq buat mcm kat dpn aq tu xwujud pon org (kesian mamat tu dianggap entiti oleh aq, haha).. Aq buat xtaw ja kat dia tu, so aq pon mkn dgn bahagianya... Mungkin msa tu dia bosan tahap cipan kot..so dia start laa conversation dia, konon2 nk jd peramah laa kan... Dia tnya "Dari mana? Nk ke mana?" Aq jwb acuh x acuh ja..sbb mls nk mesra alam sgt "Dri Terengganu. Nk balik rumah." Pastu dia tnya lg "Rmh dkt mna?" Aq: "Dkt atas tanah". Dia ingt aq buat lawak kot,dia pnya gelak xbleh blah...pastu ada hati nk cover2 hensem plak (tp mmg hensem laa,but not my cup of tea) Then,dia ckp lagiiii "Mmg laa rmh atas tanah, xkn atas air kot." Aq still dgn jwpn yg mls nk layan sgt, "Ada je org buat rmh atas air,tu haa dkt sabah melambak2. Pilih je nk mna satu." Dia pon gelak lagiii...haishh... Dia ni ingt aq buat lawak ke apa? Asyik gelak jaa... Annoying betol... 
So dia pon mula lah crita dia dari mna, nk ke mna.. Pastu mcm2 laa lg dia crita... Smpai aq pon xingt dh...sbb aq msa tu bkn focus dgr sgt apa yg dia ckp...aq sibuk tngok jam je msa tu... Msa tu aq rsa mcm kejam pon ada gak dkt mamat tu, tp dh aq mls nk layan, so mnta maaf laa ye cik abg oii...mmg xkuasa laa aq nk focus... Lbih baik aq mkn lg bagos. Aq ni dh laa pantang bila time aq nk mkn, org sibuk dok ajak aq bercakap... Nk mkn pon x aman tau x.. So...nk dijadikan crita, aq pon 'TERLEPAK' dgn mamat tu nk hampir sejam lebih jgak laahh... Mamat tu? Well,confirm2 laa xhbs2 lg dok bercrita... Aq dok tgk jam bnyk kali dh..dok bg hint kat dia...flight aq lg setengah jam kot...nasib baik msa tu aq dh check-in tiket siap, so xda laa kelam kabut sgt... In the end, aq rsa mcm, haishh..mamat ni xbleh dibiarkan ni..nnt xpasal2 abg pilot tinggal aq..so aq pon ckp la kat dia "Sorry la menyampuk kejap, i got to go.. Got flight to catch-up..so xbleh nk lepak lama2 ni... Saya pergi dlu lah." Dia : "Oo yeke? Gate mna?" Aq: "Gate B"(KLIA1 kan) Dia: "Kita gerak sama2 la klaw mcm tu. Saya gate A." Hallaammaakkk...time ni laa nk tnjuk gentleman konon, siap nk teman2 bagai... Aq dh xkuasa nk layan tahap apa dh time tu..aq pon ckp "Ikot ska lah".. Lgpon tu tmpat public kan, siapa aq nk halang2 dia nk g mna pon...

Kitorg pon jln laa skali... Tp aq jln laju2, saja nk tinggal dia...xkuasa nk layan dh... Dia pon sibuk laa dok berlari2 anak dia tu...pnya nk kejar.. Finally, tercapai laa impian dia tu nk 'JALAN SAMA2'.. Aq pon msa tu dh penat jln laju2, so aq jln mcm biasa ja... Dlm hati msa tu, "Ya rabbi, apahal laa mamat ni xblah2 lg...aq dh rimas ni".. Smntara nk smpai gate tu, dugaan dia ya rabbi..sabar je lah... Dia mmg spesis murai kot, bercakap xberhenti2..xpenat ke ehh? Then, berkat aq jln laju2 tu, akhirnya smpai jgak kat gate aq, pastu alahai..dia bleh buat drama pkol 7 plak.. " Bye..Take care.. Nnt ada jodoh kita jmpa lg..Jgn naughty2...Jgn sombong sgt dgn org.."  Aduhhh...dia buat hal plak, malu siot..dh laa ada akak kat dpn aq msa tngah beratur nk boarding tu... Akak tu pndang pastu senyum2 je...haihhh...aq pon senyum laa dlm keterpaksaan... Muka aq msa tu xpyah nk ckp laa...membahang kot..malu gila.. Mamat tu plak bleh buat mka xbersalah ja... Mmg klaw ikotkan hati aq, nk je aq baling kasut ke apa ke...tp mengenangkan tmpat public..so aq pon hanya mampu BERHUHUHU je... Hadoiii...apa laa nasib... Mmg nasib aq jmpa org yg otak dia gila2 terlebih kot....

Kebetulan plak, dlm flight aq dijodohkan plak dduk sebelah akak yg senyum2 tu... Pastu akak tu tnya, "Td tu boyfriend ke? Flight asing2 tmpat lain2 ehh?" Aq pon msa tu hanya mampu senyum je laa... Dan aq pon trus ttup muka & tido...malu pnya pasal... Lepas ja incident malu tu, aq doa je laa...minx2 xkan jmpa dh mamat tu... Annoying & Irritating...

My 3rd flight trip, was with Marni...that trip was a disaster... Hahahahahaha...kitorg jaa taw incident tu...mmg unforgettable moment laa org kata #geram_betol_dkt_abg_pilot_tu_bwa_slow_sgt  Ahhahahahaha...😂😂😂😂😂... Bayangkan flight dari terengganu pkol 5 ptg..tp kapal trbang smpai msok parking pkol 5.45 ptg...smntara nk boarding tu...dh brapa minit dh... Dipendekkan crita, flight departure pkol 6 ptg. So, aq pon bajet2 laa smpat laa kot nk kejar flight pkol 7.30 ptg.. Hurmm...smpai dkt KLIA2 tepat pkol 7.. Aq ngn kwn aq pon apa lg, pecut laa..marathon nk g kaunter sbb msa tu xcheck-in lg..sbb ingtkan sempat laaa nk buat since flight pkol 5 ptg kan...tp disbbkan flight tu delayed, mmg jd xsempat laa... Alamatnya...mmg betol2 kitorg kna tinggal dgn abg pilot yg pkol 7.30 tuu.. Since..kitorg xda option lain..mmg kna beli jgak laa tiket lain..xkan nk tdor dkt airport kot... So..kitorg pon naik laa next flight pkol 8.45 mlm..last flight to Penang... Finally, about 10.15 pm kitorg arrived dkt airport Penang... Sbb apa lma sgt? Well, apa yg aq bleh ckp..traffic jam.. Kapal kna ambik turn utk landing... Jadi..itulah incident yg kitorg mmg xbleh lpa smpai bila2...btol laa org ckp.. Pengalaman mematangkan kita.. Mmg matang betol..smpaikan next flight tu mmg aq cari gap yg msa transit 2-3 jam... Biar lama asalkan selamat naik flight. Hahahahah.... 😇😇

Then, the next flights, we already know and learnt... We wouldn't even dare to gamble our life again...hahahahhaha...

The End~~~~~~

THE SONGS INSIDE MY HEAD RIGHT NOW.

LET ME KNOW - NLT

I can't read your mind,
I need you to say it.


Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You're the only one I talk to
Who really knows me, tells me, shows me
That it's enough sometimes just to be myself.

I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand.

Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of when I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but, Boy, you gotta let me know.

Stop and listen
It's my thought calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border,
Same line, same page
I'm tired listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes

I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don't let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
if you don't feel the same
Is everything we have a lie.

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me when I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but, Boy, you gotta let me know
You gotta let me know, baby, gotta let me know

Please
Give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is loving someone
Who doesn't love you back
I think you do,
But I need you to say it
Need------

I can't read your mind
Tell me from time to time
I need you to say it
Need you to tell me (2x)

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you're thinking of me when I can't be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don't wanna go but, Boy, you gotta let me know
You gotta let me know, baby, gotta let me know

I can't read your mind
I need you to say it (2x)

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care.






Lots of Love, Mia

#throwback 1999

Assalamualikum...

Hai uolls... How are u doing today?? Good? Okayy.... Hari ni Mia nk share something utk pengetahuan kita smua... Ok.. Mia nk tnya..sape kat sini yg dh pndai membaca masa tahun 1999??? Cer angkat tangan sikit.... Hahahha...Okay... For those yg xpandai membaca lg pada thun tu...(which is Mia pon xpandai sgt membaca wktu tu...baru msok tadika laa katakan..hahhaha)... sbnrnya fenomena bencana yg negara kita tngah hadapi skrg... tengah ye..bkn tepi ke atas ke bawah ke ehh... Sebenarnya pernah berlaku masa tahun 1999 dulu...which is Fenomena Air Pasang Besar.  Fenomena ni berlaku apabila matahari + bulan + bumi berada di dalam satu garisan yg selari....Daya tarikan graviti bulan akan menarik atau menyebabkan air laut meningkat dari paras biasa.... X percaya?? Ok..jap ehh... Pandang bawah jap...

 

Haaaaa....percaya x skrg??? Okay....So.. apa yg bleh Mia kaitkan kat sini... semakin rapat bulan tu menghampiri bumi...semakin tinggi atau semakin meningkat kadar kenaikan air laut atau air pasang...

Haaaaaaaa...percaya x??? Xpercaya lg??? Okayy...kat bawah ni ada petikan drpd Utusan Online yg bleh bg uolls views dari segi ilmu sains.....

Pandang Bawah Lagi...

Baca Ni...
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Bulan hampiri bumi punca air pasang besar

KUALA LUMPUR 24 Dis. - Kedudukan bulan yang terlalu hampir dengan bumi adalah faktor yang menyebabkan berlaku air pasang besar yang dianggap terburuk melanda beberapa buah negeri, semalam.

Menurut ahli falak syarie, Abdul Ghani Salleh, fenomena itu mewujudkan daya tarikan graviti bulan yang kuat daripada biasa sehingga menyebabkan air laut naik mendadak melebihi paras biasa.

Menurut beliau, berdasarkan anggarannya, bulan ketika itu berada pada jarak 356,334 kilometer dari bumi iaitu jarak yang paling dekat dalam perkiraannya berbanding kedudukan terjauhnya 406,610 kilometer.

Keadaan air pasang itu menjadi lebih buruk terutamanya di sekitar perairan pantai timur Semenanjung Malaysia apabila ia bertembung dengan musim tengkujuh yang menyebabkan berlakunya limpahan air diiringi ombak besar.

''Biasanya bulan purnama penuh berlaku pada 14 hingga 16 hari bulan Hijrah dan pada penghujung bulan antara 29 hingga 1 hari bulan berikutnya.

''Ketinggian air pasang besar pula bergantung kepada jarak antara bulan dan bumi yang mempengaruhi daya tarikan graviti bulan terhadap air laut,'' katanya ketika dihubungi di Kuala Terengganu, petang ini.

Utusan hari ini melaporkan fenomena bulan mengambang paling besar yang berlaku dalam tempoh 100 tahun menyebabkan beberapa kawasan pantai di Johor, Kelantan dan Terengganu dilanda air pasang terburuk dan hakisan teruk akibat ombak ganas.

Paras air laut di Selat Tebrau misalnya mencatatkan paras tertinggi 3.7 meter yang menyebabkan daerah Pontian, Muar, Batu Pahat, Kota Tinggi dan Johor Bahru ditenggelami air masin sedalam 0.3 meter.

Sementara itu, di Pantai Sabak, Kota Bharu dan Kampung Seberang Takir, Kuala Terengganu, kawasan ini dilanda angin kencang dan ombak besar menyebabkan kediaman penduduk berhampiran pantai musnah.

Kejadian bulan mengambang malam semalam juga dikatakan yang paling terang dalam tempoh 130 tahun.

Mengulas lanjut, Abdul Ghani menambah, terdapat beberapa faktor lain yang menyebabkan keadaan menjadi lebih buruk, khususnya di Kelantan dan Terengganu. Katanya, bentuk muka bumi bawah laut turut mempengaruhi gelombang yang melanda kawasan pesisiran pantai di Pantai Timur.

Pada masa yang sama pula, jelas beliau, musim tengkujuh memburukkan keadaan berikutan kejadian angin kencang dan hujan lebat. ''Kejadian itu mungkin boleh berulang lagi sebab sekarang masih 16 hari bulan (Ramadan) selain daripada faktor kedudukan bulan dan jaraknya dengan bumi sekarang ini,'' ujar beliau lagi.

Di Kota Bharu, Pensyarah Geografi dan Pengurusan Persekitaran dari Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM), Profesor Dr. Jamaluddin Jahi berpendapat, kejadian air laut pasang semalam disebabkan oleh pancaran cahaya matahari yang jatuh tepat pada permukaan bulan tanpa dilindungi oleh bumi. Berdasarkan pengamatan, menurut beliau, keadaan itu wujud ekoran bulan, matahari dan bumi berada pada satu barisan yang sama. Katanya, hal ini mengakibatkan tarikan graviti bulan dan matahari lebih kuat menarik permukaan air laut untuk mewujudkan air pasang yang lebih tinggi. Beliau juga bersependapat dengan Abdul Ghani bahawa fenomena sebegini kerap berlaku sekali dalam tempoh 18 tahun setengah dan fenomena bulan mengambang bukanlah merupakan suatu keganjilan. ''Cuma apa yang berlaku sekarang terdapat kelainan di mana wujud angin kencang manakala ombak pula lebih besar melanda pantai seperti yang berlaku di beberapa negeri,'' katanya.

Jamaluddin menerangkan, dalam kes biasa, fenomena bulan mengambang berlaku pada setiap pertengahan bulan mengikut perkiraan hijrah iaitu 14, 15 dan 16 haribulan setiap bulan. Menurut beliau, ia berlaku pada bulan hijrah Islam dan kalendar Cina kerana kalendar hijrah dibuat berdasarkan peredaran bulan mengelilingi bumi. Ditanya apa kaitan ombak besar dengan fenomena bulan mengambang seperti yang berlaku semalam, beliau berkata, ia sememangnya mempunyai kaitan antara satu dengan yang lain.

Katanya, gejala bulan mengambang yang besar berlaku sehari dua lalu akibat kedudukan bulan, bumi dan matahari yang mungkin terdapat pada kedudukan 90 darjah atau berada pada kedudukan yang sebaris. Katanya, dalam erti kata lain bulan, matahari dan bumi terdapat pada barisan yang sama.

''Bila ini berlaku, tarikan graviti bulan dan matahari lebih kuat menarik permukaan air laut untuk mewujudkan air pasang yang lebih tinggi,'' katanya.

Jamaluddin memberitahu dalam keadaan sedemikian, dengan wujudnya angin kencang, ombak akan lebih besar dan kejadian inilah yang melanda di beberapa kawasan di Johor dan Kelantan sekarang.

Ditanya sampai bila keadaan itu akan berterusan, beliau berkata, angin kencang dan ombak besar akan reda dan seterusnya berhenti apabila fenomena bulan mengambang tidak ada.

Katanya, jangka masa kewujudannya fenomena ini hanya beberapa hari dan paling lama empat atau lima hari sahaja. ''Terang atau tidaknya bulan pada penglihatan kita adalah bergantung kepada abuk yang terapai di udara dan juga kelembapan,'' katanya. 

cc: LUQMAN HAKIM ABDULLAH dan WAN RAMLI WAN MUHAMAD

 Okayyy....Dh percaya skrg?? Oraitt... Mmg laa kebanyakan org akan cakap... "Kuasa Allah...".. Well..mmg betul ni smua kuasa Allah... Dari situlah dtgnya SCIENCE... utk mengkaji dari mna dtgnya punca?? Mcm mna dia berlaku?? So...terjawablah sudah... 

Haaa...lg satu...kurangkan laaa penggunaan brg2 yg menghasilkan 'CFC's...sbb apa??? Haa..ni nk ckp sikitlaa kan... Bumi kita ni semakin hari semakin panas... sbb apa??? Sbb lapisan ozon kita dh makin menipis.. Jadi...bila lapisan ozon dh menipis..then...Bumi mnjadi semakin panas...maka terjadi lah satu lg fenomena di mana ais-ais yg selama ni kita dok tengok dlm TV..yg tebal2 mengalahkan dinding2 shopping complex ni....ais2 ni dh start mencair guys....haaaa...ingat hati je ke bleh cair dgn pickup line...ais yg tebal tu pon dh start cair tau x... Haaa..maka...pencairan ais2 di kutub2 yg ada ni akan menyebabkan kadar air laut semakin meningkat...haaaaa...org selalu tnya kan..."Mana mai air-air yg banyak ni?".....haaa....tu la salah satu punca dia..jd..skrg uolls dh tau kan...so...kurang2 kan laaa... Jadi...kita ni bila jd pengguna atau pembeli..mestilah bijak kan??? Betul x?? Jadi...belilah produk2 yg eco-friendly...haaaaa..gitewwww....  

Okay lahh...Mia dh ngantuk ni... Dok excited bercerita ngn uolls smpai xsedar..skrg dh pkol 2.30 pagi..hahahahaha...patutlah ngntuk dia rare lain mcm...hahahahaha...okay.... That's all for now... Bubye.. & Assalamualaikum... Goodnight... Muaahhchikedd.... Ta-Ta-Ta-Ta....

XOXO.

Lots of Love, Mia

Great Barrier Reef passed away in 2016 after a long illness. It was 25 million years old.

Assalamualakum..... Hye uollss.... Today...Mia nk share some knowledge utk uolls cuci mata and polished sikit otak uolls...baca something good for yourself...yes..you!!! (especially utk uolls yg suka dgn marine environment laa..)  Hahaaahaha... Okay~~~~ Lets start....


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A dying giant clam in the Great Barrier Reef following severe bleaching in winter 2016.  

Rowan Jacobson has a must read piece in Outside Magazine titled — Obituary: Great Barrier Reef (25 Million BC-2016).

Almost a quarter of the coral on the Great Barrier Reef of Australia, which is 1,400 miles long, with 2,900 individual reefs and 1,050 islands, is now dead. 93% of the reef is damaged. Because of our relentless burning of fossil fuels, corals throughout the world are experiencing a deadly event called bleaching. Hot ocean water causes the coral to vomit out the algae which gives the coral it’s color and which provides it’s sustenance.

For most of its life, the reef was the world’s largest living structure, and the only one visible from space. It was 1,400 miles long, with 2,900 individual reefs and 1,050 islands. In total area, it was larger than the United Kingdom, and it contained more biodiversity than all of Europe combined. It harbored 1,625 species of fish, 3,000 species of mollusk, 450 species of coral, 220 species of birds, and 30 species of whales and dolphins. Among its many other achievements, the reef was home to one of the world’s largest populations of dugong and the largest breeding ground of green turtles. 

The reef was born on the eastern coast of the continent of Australia during the Miocene epoch. Its first 24.99 million years were seemingly happy ones, marked by overall growth. It was formed by corals, which are tiny anemone-like animals that secrete shell to form colonies of millions of individuals. Its complex, sheltered structure came to comprise the most important habit in the ocean. As sea levels rose and fell through the ages, the reef built itself into a vast labyrinth of shallow-water reefs and atolls extending 140 miles off the Australian coast and ending in an outer wall that plunged half a mile into the abyss. With such extraordinary diversity of life and landscape, it provided some of the most thrilling marine adventures on earth to humans who visited. Its otherworldly colors and patterns will be sorely missed.

No one knows if a serious effort could have saved the reef, but it is clear that no such effort was made. On the contrary, attempts to call attention to the reef’s plight were thwarted by the government of Australia itself, which in 2016, shortly after approving the largest coal mine in its history, successfully pressured the United Nations to remove a chapter about the reef from a report on the impact of climate change on World Heritage sites. Australia’s Department of the Environment explained the move by saying, “experience had shown that negative comments about the status of World Heritage-listed properties impacted on tourism.” In other words, if you tell people the reef is dying, they might stop coming.

The Great Barrier Reef was predeceased by the South Pacific’s Coral Triangle, the Florida Reef off the Florida Keys, and most other coral reefs on earth. It is survived by the remnants of the Belize Barrier Reef and some deepwater corals.

 

Lots of Love, Mia

Warkah Untukku

Lots of Love, Mia

New!!! Episode 01- Mia

Hye & Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Dh lama Mia x active dgn blog page Mia ni.... Well...as for those who knew me...this is the beginning of my life as new people...not as student anymore (as for now laa...heheheh).. What i've been planning are wanna get a job...then I wanna start my own business...there're so many ideas in my mind right now and I can't come with perfect decision as for now... Maybe I'm gonna start slowly with desserts...then maybe the cuisine??? Hurmm..maybe...still in planning....still far away to start the business...
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Assalamualaikum to the new Mia... Love myself so much... Muacchhhxxx..





Lots of Love, Mia

FOR YOU~~~~~

Assalamualaikum......... 

Specially dedicated for YOU 

Watashi wa sorehodo anata o aishite imasu. 

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 Thank You.......


Lots of Love, Mia

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

Assalamualaikummmmm......

OK...ni nk story sikit laa kan...Baru2 ni....smua org sibuk update post Happy Fathers Day....ramai yg pakat2 upload gmbar ayah masing2....gmbar mkn2 ngn ayah....gmbar g jln2 ngn ayah.... Welll....what i can says are u guys are lucky...the chosen one...to be able to celebrate fathers day with your dad's.... But as for me....i'm not gonna say that i'm not lucky enough..but i'm gonna say that i felt a bit sad caused my daddy was not being able to stay by my side forever.... I really miss him caused i'm closed to him more compared to my mother...it's not that i'm not closed with my mom's but i am more with my dad's....And for now....i'm learning to be more independently...caused i'm not gonna stay calm and quitely...since...i'm a grown up girl.... Almost everything...I did it by myself...I handle it by myself..... My mom's always said that..if anything happened or something gone wrong...please tell her....But...i'm not gonna trouble her for something simple that i could handle it.... And as for this moment..while i'm writing this entry...i am far away from home....i need to get used to it....caused my mom's said once....What would my brother and I be if she's not around in the future... So...i need to prepare myself with any circumstances in the future... Far of for most.... shemeans everything to me right now... 

Okay...before i get any further with sobs...sobs.... I just wanna wish Happy Daddy's Day to my late dad...even he was not in this world anymore...I still wanna wish to him...because being the only daughter for him was the best moments and experienced in my whole life.... L LOVE U DADDY....before....now....and forever.... 

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Lots of Love, Mia

The End of 3 Years as Marinerz Students.

 The end of my life as degree student in marine base... There're so many moments, memories..... We've been through together as marine science students... Now everybody will take our own path as our next step for our future journey.... Our memories will be in my heart forever n ever.. Till we meet again in the future.... Love u alls.. Once Marinerz..always be Marinerz...


‪#‎RoadToGraduationAsDegreeStudent‬
‪#‎RoadToIndustrialTraining‬
‪#‎RoadToNextStep‬
‪#‎RoadToOurFuture‬
‪#‎roadtonextjourney‬

Lots of Love, Mia

Quotes of the day

"When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless"

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Lots of Love, Mia

2016

Assalamualaikum.....

Hari ni dh hampir nk masok ke pertengahan tahun 2016.... maklumlahh....for the past few months... bnyk perkara yg berlaku dlm hidop Mia.... Suka...Duka....Pahit.. Manis.... smua ada.... Seperti biasa...mcm tahun lepas...tahun Mia busy dngan FYP Mia...so...smpai xsempat nk update blog Mia yg xseberapa ni...tp xpe laaa....asalkan adooo...heheheh,.....tahun ni merupakan tahun terakhir Mia di Trengganu sbgai pelajar UMT... Bln 6 nnt..merupakan moment2 terakhir Mia di Terengganu ni.... Belajar di negeri org ni..bnyk mengajar Mia erti sabar, semangat yg kuat, tabah, rajin, dan mcm2 lg yg Mia dh belajar dan alami... Bak kata org sini... "Tawakal innahu, Dok try dok tahu.".... Insya'allah... dengan adanya degree ni...Mia dh satu langkah ke hadapan.... ada beberapa lg langkah yg Mia harus hadapi utk capai matlamat Mia yg satu tuu....insya'allah..... mudah mudahan.... semuanya berjalan dngan lancar dan sekiranya ada cabaran dan halangan...Mia akan cuba yg sebaik mungkin utk selesaikan masalah tersebut... Insya'allah... Mia percaya dan pegang satu perkara je... Apa2 pon yg kita nak buat dan sedang buat.... Family always be number one.... Whatever we wanna do, always think about the impacts and consequences that might be occur..... Always think before do...not do it first before think... Well....that's all for now.... Still got a lot of works and assignments that still pending.... so...see u next time... Insya'allah...

Lots of Love, Mia

My Love

Tiada gelap dapat menghalang;
Tiada sinar yang paling terang;
Tiada apa yang dapat ku lawan;
Kerana ia bintang idaman;
Walaupun cinta lambat datang;
Ia tetap menjadi pujaan....



Lots of Love, Mia

Dilemma

Nelly feat Kelly Rowland -Dilemma

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I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. neeeeed you - but

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, know you know I'm crazy over you
No matter what I do, all I think about is you
Even when I'm with my boo, y'know I'm crazy over you

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And uhh, she got the hots for me the finest thing my hood done seen
But oh no, oh no, she gotta a man
and a son, doh'ohhh, but that's okay
Cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin
And in no time.. (no time) I..
I plan to make this wah-one mi-i-ne.. and that's for sure
Cause I, I never been the type to, break up a happy home
But uh, there's somethin bout baby girl I just can't leave alone
So tell me ma what's it gonna be? She said
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
Check it, check it, check it, uhh
I see a lot and you look and I never say a word
I know how niggaz start actin trippin out here about they girls
And there's no way-ayy-hey, Nelly gon' fight over
no day-hey-ame.. as you can see
But I, I like your steez, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holla and swoop me in his 2-seater
Now that's gangstah-ah-ahhh..
And I got special ways to thank yah-ah-ahhh.. don't you forget it
But uh, it ain't that easy for you to pack and leave him
But uh, you and dirty got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turn to leave, she said

[Chorus]

[Nelly] Sing it for me K

[Kelly Rowland]
I.. love you, and I.. need you
Nelly I.. love you, I do.. (c'mon girl)
And it's more than you'll.. ever know
But.. it's fo'sho
You can always count on my love
Foreveeeeer more, yeahh-yeahh..

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkom right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)

[Chorus]

[Nelly]
East coast, I know you shakin right
Down South, I know you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right
Midwest, I see you swing it right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
East coast, you still shakin right
Down South, I see you bouncin right
West coast, I know you walkin right, cause
Midwest, I see you swingin right
(You don't know what you mean to me)





Lots of Love, Mia

Missing Daddy~~~~

I'm missing my Daddy... Sooooooo much.... I've been thinking...what a wonderful life and memories I've ever had during his life few back years... It would be a great moments..if he's here with me right now.... The feelings that I've right now was comparable with other feelings... The love, passion, happy, excited, amazing, interesting, enjoyable time that i have today.....it wasn't the same as my feelings back then... I miss our time that we spend together.. I miss his laughter.. I miss his passion with me. I miss his smile... I miss his scold.. I miss his cook.. I miss his voice shouting during watching his favorite football team... I miss when he always plays the songs and musics that we both love.... I miss watching movies with him since we both love the same genre. I miss everything about him... 

Even though, I still got my uncles that always supports me and treat me as their daughter....love me like the way my Daddy loves me...but still...it comparable..it's not the same.... I do and always love them - my uncles - but I love my Daddy more... I felt jealous seeing my frenz talking with their father...hugging their father where I can't do it now and forever... Felt jealous when their father came and visits them here.... That's the things that I can't and never would be able to get and do it now and in the future.. 

I REALLY MISSING YOU DADDY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Muah for you Daddy... I 'll pray for your happiness up there...

Lots of Love, Mia

Should I search for it????

Should I search one for me???? The one's who's crazier than me?? hahhaha... Maybe he'll made my day become craziest and exciting everyday...every time...everywhere..  and ANNOYING...kahkahkahkah



Lots of Love, Mia

Wani Feat. Juzzthin - Lepaskan (Official Music Video)

Lots of Love, Mia

Cinta Bukan Milik Kita

Assalamualaikum frenz...and also haiii.... just a short entry this time..before this x sempat nk update blog....sbb bnyk sgt assignments...dgn test lg...masalah yg biasa dihadapi oleh student di mana2 pon...okay...lets write something pop-up in my mind...

Manusia....x pernah lari dari msalah...xpernah lari dri kesilapan.. Kdg2 manusia perlu belajar dri kesilapan utk memperbetulkan diri sendiri..agar kesalahan yg sama xkan berulang lagi di masa hadapan..

Percintaan.....

Termasuk dlm permasalahan yg dihadapi manusia...msalah yg xkan pernah terhenti mcm tu saja...

Cinta ni kdg2 mcm telenovela...terlampau banyak episodnya...smpai kdg2 tu x terlayan episod....

Walaupun dh bertahun2 berkawan atau dlm erti kata teenagers skrg ni 'COUPLE'...kdg2 even ada timbul misunderstanding sikit pon...relationship tu akan putus mcm tu aja... Dari situ kita bleh nmpak...either partner kita ni dh matang ke blom...percaya kita ke x....steady ke x....cool ke x....tolerate ke x....understanding kita ke x....smua tu kita bleh nmpk bila timbul mslah dlm relationship kita...even sblum ni...kita xpernah ada mslh...tp bila tiba2 ada mslh..dri situ kita bleh nmpk...from the way he/she handle the problems... TAPI..... we all know that... KUN FAYA KUN.... Klaw Allah dh tentukan jodoh kita dgn dia....timbul mslh mcm mna pon...dia tetap stay dgn kita...tpi...klaw Allah dh tentukan dia BUKAN MILIK KITA.... even kita dh sehabis daya berusaha utk pertahankan pon...tetap x jd apa2...akan jd lg sedih bila partner kita lebih disayangi oleh ALLAH...msa tu jangan meratapi dia...redha lah dgn ketentuan Allah.. ingntlah sebab apa dia pergi...

Ada sesetengah pasangan yg curang dgn partner msing2.. 
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Nasihat Mia????
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Biarlah .....klaw btol dia sayang kita...dia xkn buat kita mcm tu...

Klaw anda lelaki...ingatlah mcm mna susahnya anda dulu nk dptkan si dia....

Klaw anda wanita.....ingtlah mcm mna dia bersusah payah, berkorban masa, tenaga, wang ringgit utk anda selama ni.. 

Tapi...klau korg dh berusaha sehabis daya utk memperbaiki hubungan korg..but...at last...no positive effect.... redha je lah dan terima dgn hati yg terbuka....

Sebab APA???????

Sebab Allah dah tentukan CINTA BUKAN MILIK KITA....



 Lets listen and watch this music video... Hope u guys enjoy it...

CINTA BUKAN MILIK KITA - by KHAI BAHAR ft. HARICK AZHAR


Ku merasakan,  
Ini tak seperti dulu,  
Ku membayangkan,   
Bila kau bersama dia, 


hoooooooohhhhh~~~~~~~
 
Perasaan amat menyakitkan,  
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kau rasakan,  
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,   
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,   
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita. 

hoooooohhhhhhhhooohhhhh~~~`

Ku membayangkan,  
Bila engkau bersama dia, 
 
hoooooohhhhhoohhhhh~~~~~

Perasaan amat menyakitkan,   
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kau rasakan,  
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,  
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,   
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita. 
 
Sesungguhnya cinta itu buta,  
Yang Tak akan pernah kurasakan,   
Seperti ku merindukan kamu,   
Selama ini.
 
Seandainya cinta akan pergi,  
Bila kau menduakan diriku,  
Hanya ingin kukata padamu,  
Cinta bukan milik kita.  
Cinta bukan milik kita.


Lots of Love, Mia

Complicated feelings....

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply mean that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up. It means accepting that some things weren't meant to be. I pray to Allah..wishing you will always happy with that person. May Allah let that person be your light when darkness fall over her.



Hoping that we would be strong enough to face obstacles in the future.
Aminnnnn..... 


Lots of Love, Mia

FYP's WAITING

Askm..and hai everyone...today I wanna story morry about what had happened for these past few days.. last week was a hectic week for me...woke up around 6 am and slept around 12 in the midnight..sometime..it dragged to 2 am... My class started at 8 am and end up around 5 pm...and then after that I'll be continued with my FYP works and stuff like that...I don't how to describe the word and feeling...just for those who suffered that...can feel those kinds of feeling..sometimes..I felt like I just wanna quit from doing all these stuff...but...when I think back...its just a waste if I just quit...for this past many years...for where i'm standing right now...for many challenges and obstacles that I've gone through... All I need to do now..is just be patient for just a little longer until I graduate..and then..I would say bye bye to all those things... For many years, I've been apart from my mother...and after this degree..maybe I would go back nearer to my mother...maybe I would further study in Penang or somewhere near to her...MAYYBEE...I hope so...

Ohh...last but not least...this year Raya Haji...I celebrated it in Terengganu...far away from home, my mother and families...It's kind of sad..but..luckily I got friends in Terengganu...they cheared me up...and make me felt comfortable.... All of my friends were asking me why I didn't going back to hometown....I just answered them that I just felt like I wanna celebrated it in Terengganu.... futhermore...i got so many things to do...and FYP works stuff pending... Whatever it is....this was the 2nd time I celebrated Raya Haji far away from families and home....


Moreover...this was the new experience and feeling...celebrated it with other than my families....

Its okay..... XOXO



Lots of Love, Mia

NEW SPIRIT FOR NEW SEMESTER

Askm...haiiiiii (*sambil lmbaikan tangn).... okay..entry kali ni Mia xda apa sgt yg nk di-story-kan...just nk ckp yg hari ahad ni Mia dh start kelas utk Sem 5 as FINAL YEAR STUDENT (*2nd last step before graduating as Marine Science Student)... okayyy...new sem ni alhamdulillah laa...jadual kuliah and lab work mira x pack sgt...tp...apa2 pon...dlm wktu yg lapang2 mcm tu...time xda kelas...Mia kena siapkan FYP lab work and analysis Mia.... Insya'allah....dgn izin Allah...klaw Mia mula awal...habiskan awal..bleh laa Mia start utk thesis writing awal...Insya'allah....tp..apa2 pon..utk sem baru ni...Mia nk buat all out....I wanna put so much effort on my study...sbb dh final year kan...soooo...xkan laa nk main2 lg kan...kena serius sikit laa....hurmmm..apa lg erk nk tlis ni....hurmmm...oh...1 more thing...now I'm feeling so happy b'coz I get to gather up with my housemates after a longggggg holidayy...huhuhuuu.....missed their jokes and many more....okayy....I need to switch off the light now..b'coz I wanna sleep... hahahahahahhaha.....can't sleep early yet b'coz already get used to it during the holidays...wuuaarrgghhhhhh....okayyyy...lets off to bed now... XOXO

Lots of Love, Mia

Tanda-tanda Orang Cintakan Kita Sepenuh Hati

Askm...today I wanna share something that I read, observed and experienced...Lets check it out.... 1.... 2.... 3..... Go!!!!

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1. Dia akan sentiasa fokus mendengar apa yang kita ingin luahkan atau sampaikan kepada dia.
2. Dia suka pandang tepat ke arah mata kita dan tersenyum apabila kita berbual dengannya.
3. Dia suka melayan apa juga yang kita lakukan walaupun kita tahu dia bukannya minat pun.
4. Dia akan cuba untuk sukakan atau meminati benda atau perkara yang kita suka lakukan. 
5. Anda akan dapat melihat perubahan sikap dan layanannya terhadap anda dan juga kawan-kawannya dimana dia akan lebih melebihkan anda tetapi pada masa yang sama dia juga tidak mengabaikan rakannya. Cuma perhatiannya adalah lebih kepada anda.
6. Dia akan sentiasa untuk menjadi yang terbaik untuk anda.
7. Dia akan cemburu apabila melihat anda rapat dengan lelaki/wanita lain yang tidak dikenalinya.
8. Dia akan sentiasa berterus-terang dengan kita tentang apa-apa perkara.
9. Dia akan selalu mencari alasan untuk berjumpa dengan kita walaupun cuma ingin memulangkan semula Pen kita yang digunakannya dulu.
10. Dia akan selalu mengajak anda keluar berjalan-jalan jika anda mempunyi masa lapang.
11. Dia akan sentiasa bertanya khabar dan sentiasa call/text anda dari semasa ke semasa walaupun kadang-kadang anda tidak sempat untuk membalasnya.
12. Dia tahu apa yang kita minat dan suka lakukan walaupun kita tidak pernah memberitahunya akan hal tersebut. Emm, Stalker?
13. Kalau kita sakit, dia akan rasa susah hati dan sering bertanya akan keadaan kita seperti dah pergi klinik, dah makan ubat, rehatlah dan sebagainya.
14. Dia tidak akan menilai kita dari masa silam kita, tetapi dia akan menilai kita seadanya seperti pada masa sekarang.
15. Dia tidak akan memaksa kita untuk memberitahu rahsia kita kepadanya, tetapi dia bersedia untuk menjadi pendengar yang setia jika kita ingin meluahkan apa yang kita rasa atau masalah kita.
16. Dia akan melayan kawan-kawan kita dengan baik dan menghormati mereka.
17. Dia akan menegur kita dengan baik jika kita ada melakukan sesuatu yang tidak elok pada pandangan matanya.
18. Dia suka menghabiskan masa terluangnya dengan kita dan juga mengorbankan masa lapangnya semata-mata untuk kita.
19. Dia sentiasa sabar dengan apa jua yang kita lakukan serta apapun gurauan yang kita lakukan terhadapnya.
20. Anda akan dapat merasai sendiri bahawa si dia betul-betul sayangkan anda walaupun dia tidak meluahkannya.

***Just for your reminder...bkn smua cntoh2 yg tersenarai kat atas ni 100% correct...there could be many other signs showed that he/she really love/like you...
*****Senarai cntoh2 kat atas ni adalah berdasarkan apa yg Mia baca and Mia fikirkan btol..based on experiences and apa yg Mia tngok bila my friends always story about their boyfriend/girlfriend to me.... Some of them expressed their feelings, love. through their words...but some of them expressed it through their actions (I can say...many of them.. ) I guess it so... right???? well...I admit that...I'm that type of person who very experts in love...b'coz I don't have one (for this time being)....why???? b'coz I'm not interested in love or whatever they called yet...I just thought that it wasn't time yet to get involved in all those things that related to 'HEART PROBLEMS'...
****for those who read these entry..tq for reading it and I really appreciate it...sorry if there're mistakes in this entry...sorry again...




**TQ FOR READING MY BORRRRIINNGGGGGG ENTRY.....SORRYY...

Lots of Love, Mia

Happy

Askm..and hye again...we meet again after a few hours from my previous updates....well...what I'm gonna write right now is...I wanna say Alhamdulillah and thank God for your blessings and 'rezeki' that He had gave me.... Thank you for the results for my previous semester examinations.... I've got flying colors in my results...even though the results were not that perfect and excellent...but.. I still manage to get what I've aimed...well..still a lot can be improve...next semester...I wanna try hard and be smart through the study methods...I believe that I can do better than this...I need to manage my time smartly between studies, my final year project, my leisure time, my sleeping habits, my eating habits...and so on... I know I can do it.. As fr as I can say right now was I'm happy with my results...I'll do better next time... Just 1 more year left before I graduated as BSc ( Marine Science ) students...

**Alhamdulillah.... Tq so muchhhhhhh...muahhhhhh

Lots of Love, Mia

Into The New World

Askm.....today's already 27th August 2015....few more days left for me to start my new semester as a final year student in Bachelor of Science (Marine Science)..... Time ticking really fast than I expected..well....its kind a new days for me...everyday is a new day that we must go through in our life.... During those ticking times, I learnt so much about life....I've been through some kinds of hardship(in my family...*some big problems might be..)...but....yeahhh...we manage to overcome those kinds of obstacles.... when those things happened, I've been thinking that it was quite hard to live in 'THAT WORLD'...we need to be strong enough....need to be patience enough...need to be motivated enough...need to fight enough..(*not that physical fighting..but mentally..) So, yeahh....those incidence had kept me a reminder that,,,whatever the things that we wanna do or ever been thinking....please think about your families....yourself...other people... B'coz...anything that you wanna do might be affecting other people around you...especially...your love ones...Please...always think before doing anything.... Why??????? B'coz that's the best policy...to keep ourselves live in peace and harmony....


**This updates does not link with anybody.....just from my observations and experiments....
***EXPERIMENTS??????? (Yeahh...IDK what kind of experiments..but..it does look like some kind of experiment to me..)

Okayyyy....Good night... Sleep tight....and..... XOXO

Frenz Mia

HURT - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you..........





Frenz Mia

Open Water Diver - SCUBA DIVING LISCENCE

Assalamualaikum.... haiiiiii....kat sini Mia xda bnda bnyk pon nk story actually...instead of Mia nk upload gmbar2 Mia and my friends sepanjang aktiviti2 we olls demi utk mempunyai sekeping SCUBA DIVING LISCENCE as an Open Water Diver.... Mcm2 yg kitorg lalui dan cabaran yg kitorg berjaya atasi demi utk 'IMPIAN' kami bersama... Okayyy...nothing more to story about..so...just watch and enjoy it.... Don't forget to HAVE FUN in your life... Life is meaningless without FUN!!!!!

**If u see or meet me anywhere, PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME why my skin was tanned...okayy...it's sensitive issues......
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ARE U READY??????????
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Okayyy......
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Lets meet Mia and my lovely,dearest,sporting,gorgeous,crazy,beautiful friends...
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Here we GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Lets start it and enjoy the view....
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Have fun....
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Frenz Mia

END OF THE STORY.... XOXO...